not cool

Oh boy. Its 2am and I am feeling so uncool right now. Its been hard to be motivated recently after all the badness with the back situation. Once I moved on from that I got right back into school and my new internship at Pleasant View Middle School--- I just forget that creative michelle that likes to go and take over things-- do something new and fun and impressive. Not sure any of it was that impressive. Anyway, I've been up for the past hour reading blogs of others in this town who are infinitely more talented, cute, and motivated than I and am feeling a bit down on the old self. I don't even know why I bother to write when I've abandoned this thing so no one will possibly read, but I just want to say-- at least tomorrow-- I am going to be motivated, world. I am going to get up out of my bed and do something positive with myself other than clean my house. K? K.